me: *listens to old song on youtube*
me: *trying to dance and do chores*
voice inside -head, youtube, computer????-: i want you to stop trying (crying? dying? riding?)
me: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -just living- or is this one of those arrested development moments?
me: i have zero skills and nobody is willing to hire me, this is the only thing that i am enjoying at the moment and if i have to stop then all i'm going to do is end up eating candy and watching movies on tv all day while i complain about my eyes being out of focus and hurting
WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I CANT ENJOY MUSIC ALONE IN THE COMPANY OF MY OWN APARTMENT AND DANCE AND DO CHORES
IF ITS BOTHERING OTHER TENANTS I AM SURE THEY WOULD JUST TELL ME